You know your onto something good when you can feel the ego rise inside.
The unknown is so strong. You have to trust in what you can’t see or understand.
If I don’t push pass I will stay stuck in this habitual mess of a life.
The choices I have made have made phenomenal changes in my life.
The choices I have made have hindered my growth, sunk me deeper in the human condition and showed me the worst of my worries and fears.
I have prayed. I have asked. I want freedom from my prison that I created.
I am anything but.
I distract myself with nothing but seems like everything.
I think too much and then there’s no action.
I need ACTION.
Take a risk.
I have been standing still in my life.
Blaming and resisting seemed like the key.
Build a wall.
Protect my wounds.
It was dark and only a small glow came from within.
I started peeling the layers of pain.
More and more to where I stood naked, alone and bare.
“This is who I am” I whispered.
Vulnerable. Afraid. Fear.
There was nothing. The world kept moving in its slow rotational pattern.
“This is me” My voice quivered but was stronger.
More was released from me. Shame. Thinking I was not enough.
I looked at all my worst mistakes and I forgave myself.
I opened my hand to reveal I’ve always held the key.
“This is who I am!!” I shouted.
Dear child, hear my wise voice so loud and clear
Don’t fret teenagers of the trials of school
Be true! Let no one try to create new fear
Rise above and know who you are. Be cool
If it is freedom you want then grab hold
The web of lies and labels you must fight
Where? You ask. It is within your soul, be bold
There is a fire there, so pure in light
In troubling times, darkness falls on you
But, your soul will shine even brighter then
Many will attempt to make you be blue
Trust the universe, you can’t comprehend
One day you’ll graduate, you will feel free
Spread your wings dear one. It’s safe. Believe me.
Awaken your soul
By walking on nature’s path
Beauty fills your eyes