Stepping Out Soon

“Your degree of resistance around something will be proportional to the amount of power waiting for you on the other side of that resistance.”   Barbara Stanny

I shouldn’t even write a blog about this at all. The reason is because the best stories are the ones that you accomplish and then share. It isn’t a good story to tell people that I’m trying to put myself out there but haven’t quite done it yet. <silence> Continue reading

Dear Spirit – Butterflies

This is my last post about the Signs and Symbols  course from Carmel Joy Baird. 

I got home from work and grabbed the laptop and hurried to sit on the deck. I wanted to enjoy the sunshine before the supper rush was upon me. As I reached the door I saw the butterfly waiting for me. I had seen it here a few times during the week. I’d open the door and off it would go. 

I had never seen so many butterflies as I did this past week. There was a storm the one day and a couple sought refuge under the eaves. They would close their wings and hold steady while it poured and the wind tried to shake their grip. 

It was fitting to see this one before I wrote this last blog post. I didn’t know what to expect with requesting different signs and symbols for 24 weeks would do for me. It had started as a connection to my mother but I see that I have so many loved ones and angels all showing me that “hey, here we are” and that we exist. We are really only just energy just outside of yours. 

I feel that what it truly did was close a chapter on forgiveness for me and my mother. I was hurt by her in her death and now feel that we have buried the burdens of our past. If she was alive now and was going through a fight of cancer I would have done everything to help her. I just wasn’t equipped to do it at 16. I would have been the daughter she would have hoped for instead of the one she had then. But life wasn’t to be at that time. I’ve learned many things and she has been able to get through her own pain of her life. I believe with her gifts, if she could get past the hurdles of the human ego, she will be a powerful healer. 

Carmel’s favourite messenger is the butterfly do it was quite fitting that she saved it for last. Thank you for the healing it provided. Thank you for the connection that made me laugh and sometimes cry. Thank you spirits for giving me exactly what I need. 

Dear Spirit – Numbers

Numbers. This popped up in my Facebook feed and I screenshot it for this post. 

I would say my favourite numbers are 3 and 7. But, for this particular time they didn’t show up. I saw a few 222 combinations. I’d glance at the clock or see the time on my phone. The other I saw was 888.

From :

The Angel Number 222 has a very significant and powerful vibration. It contains the attributes of 2 and 22, the Master Builder Number of inspiration, big ideas and the focus and persistence needed to manifest big dreams into reality.

222 as an Angel Number has to do with manifestation, keeping in balance, and creating blessings on a huge and global scale.

And from the same website: 

Seeing the angel number 888 is a call from your angels to bring greater balance into all areas of your life including home, work, lifestyle, healing, relationships, and even beliefs.

With a sense of balance, you’re then able to create something of value to share with the world. And when you do bring value to the world, you’re compensated fairly and abundantly.

In this way, when you see 888 it is often a good sign that there is abundance waiting for you too.

Both has balance in their meaning. I am ready for these things to happen in my life. 

My last signs and symbols will be this week. It’s been so wonderful to feel that you have an angelic group that supports and shows you amazing things. 

Thank you. 

Dear Spirits – Flowers

Flowers. It’s summer time here in Canada and there is many flowers blooming. But what Carmel said was that they would show up and surprise me in my signs and symbols for the week. 

I was picking green beans and I was worked through my row and lifted up the plant and here was this volunteer poppy peeking out. Poppies are my favourite. You can’t pick them and put them in water. They are only to be admired in the sunshine because a heavy rain or strong wind and the delicate paper quality of the petals disappears. I took a picture of the red fire ball within my bean plants. 

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. 

Dear Spirits – Misplaced Objects

Ha! Yes, misplaced items. A friend gave me the strangest item to borrow and try. It is crown chakra spray. It is essential oils and holy water and crystal soaked spray. She handed it to me at a birthday party. I slipped it in my pocket. I brought it home and set it down and then it was no where to be seen.

At this same time, my little boy keeps on mentioning he can’t find his iPod. I remember seeing that as well, but it was gone.

Both items are at home….somewhere. I had read “Ask Your Guides” previously and they said you can ask for guides to help you find lost items. I did and later that day the crown chakra spray was in the top shelf of a closet. I had thought hmm, how did you get up here?

I haven’t found the iPod, but my little boy sure talked about it a lot this week. I did look for it, but haven’t seen it yet. I think the battery died so I won’t be able to use find my phone feature.

Thanks for the laughs and signs.

P.S. The crown chakra spray got me right in the face when I first used it. Lucky it had holy water in it.


Dear Spirits – Electronic Glitch

It was a strange week of these electronic glitches. The van volume button wouldn’t work. Many times my phone would vibrate indicating an email or text, but nothing. Lights would flicker at work. They would blink twice and then go back on with no issues.

I find this kind of communication most anxiety ridden. I’m not sure why it is, but I could assume the level of energy involved is felt even by me. Other forms of communication don’t have that feeling involved.

It was interesting and thank you for the signs. Love them, keep them coming.